We had been doing our valentine prayers to each other a day early so we could share them timely with those following us on this endeavor. Hubby did this one before we got the news that his sister had passed away on Monday, January 8, at 6:07 p.m. He really tried to do another one on Tuesday, but his heart was not in it and neither was mine.
I know I'm weird in the way I think sometimes, but the very last thing we said to Beverly was our announcement that we are going to be grandparents again, another little girl. And then the very last thing we were doing was to be making a connection with our granddaughter, Ellie. I think I might always remember that. I'm not sure if God is trying to tell me anything through that circumstance or not, but I do find it interesting.
We've had a lot of family drama this week and many hurt feelings, so I am behind in sharing all this. I cried for two days straight and I don't think I've cried so hard so much in I do not know when. We sat at the kitchen table a lot and just talked and cried. I was almost non-functional. I did manage to keep up with my Job readings and commenting for the chapters, but did not do much else. I went to work but was pretty useless at work, crying at work too.